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Live @ Helderberg Brewery

by Glowing Bug & Friends

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1.
i'm exactly like a dog except for the important ways i'm exactly like a dog except for the ways that matter i'm exactly like a dog except for the important ways i'm exactly like a dog in certain ways i'm your broken hearted lover in the springtime and if you call me to you i'll be right by your side wipe the salt away that's falling fast from my eyes and i'll bring you unrequested things you'll like you can hear my footsteps leaving pawprints in the garden crushing carrot leaves and lima beans and hearts i've stolen show you all the broken things in my collection and i'll be happy just to bask in your attention i'm exactly like a dog except for the important ways i'm exactly like a dog except for the ways that matter i'm exactly like a dog except for the important ways i'm exactly like a dog in certain ways now the songs don't come as easy as they used to i'm too busy finding what i'd say if i just could tell you it's so discouraging i don't want to continue but something whispers that my heart still has some value if i'm too focused there's no way i will hear anyone i will be lost inside my center, i can just feel everyone i won't give in until you show me we are one and i'll crack open all the galaxies i've spun i'm exactly like a dog except for the important ways i'm exactly like a dog except for the ways that matter i'm exactly like a dog except for the important ways i'm exactly like a dog in certain ways i'm exactly like a dog i'm exactly like a dog i'm exactly like a dog except for the important ways i'm exactly like a dog in certain ways
2.
i'm choking it's hard to breathe when the air's like this how do i live like i just exist? i'm fucking staying in the moment and that's for sure i see you dancing with your hardened face clinging 2 a past you can't erase there's no escaping from the moment and we'll fall thru the floor 2 the basement of it all and i'll tear down the scoreboard like i didn't know at all we could wake up we cannot see when we're asleep like this there's a whole life for you that could be missed we're fucking praying for forgiveness and we'll emerge 10 sweet young flowers on the earth's long hair growing tall above the world we share and shining with our perfect beauty i'll char all my programs in the fire destruction is their greatest purifier we can say thank you we can be grateful when we don't fit in it just reminds us of our special gifts you know each breath we take is holy i'll touch yr palms i'll leave my love where you can find it anytime keep my hope you'll find somewhere to unwind in the unfolding of your story and i'll wash off my fingers in the faucet of the sink and i'll cry when i remember just about anything i'll face the mirror i'll wear my honesty like two white gloves sticking my branches in the hands of doves raising my voice from just a whisper spin the wheel tell me your fortune and the fate you'll find we can meet up again in summertime you can tell me everything you figured out and we'll fall thru the floor to the basement of it all and at once we will realize that we never left at all
3.
when i was young i saw you on the tv and since that day passed you've been very special to me i fell for ur hair and yr voice and yr EVOO and for the mild entertainment i just wanted you to know thank u, thank u rachael ray x4 the critics will say that the times of yr meals are a lie bc we see the end product but prep time passes us by you have excellent cookware and an extra A in your name just wish you'd stop cooking animals with all yr talk show fame but still thank u, thank u rachael ray x4 all of those cookbooks they line the walls of my heart i wanted 2 thank u but i didn't know where 2 start so a palmfull of singing and chords 2 sweeten the deal to show you stir up my love like a 30 minute meal thank u, thank u rachael ray x4 thank u, thank u rachael ray x4
4.
we'll gallop up the stairs and clean the bathroom with a sponge we'll clean the drains inside and let the water cry into the dungeon we'll hug and kiss our friends like we'll see them tomorrow and with the beauty of the sunrise, we'll weep away our sorrow lock yr hands with mine and we can dive into the heart shaped mirror floating over time, we've always been here in the heart shaped mirror outside the flowers die and the fall looks like a daydream inside my wings unfurl , you’ll have to fly up just to catch me up in the stardust , we watch our bodies become water when they ask where we’ve gone, i’ll say i just saw her make sure your shoes are dry before dancing on the heart shaped mirror it won’t hurt to try always living in the heart shaped mirror bouncing through the grass again , we’re rainbows on a cloud just light on the ground again, our colors are so loud a brain like a piñata candy strewn across the floor sitting in the middle of now after and before !!! we’ll sit together in the cool waters of the heart shaped mirror a gentle feather falls on the glasses of the heart shaped mirrors why don’t we set on fire the tower of misguided culture? why don’t we shape our backs so they curve a heart shaped sculpture? why don’t we eat the sand crumbled up around the ocean? why don’t we warn them all that a giant wave is coming? i love to be here, i’ll hold you gently in the heart shaped mirror live in the trees here, we’ll eat the leaves inside the heart shaped mirror nothing to see here, lets fall in love under the heart shaped mirror it’s all the same here, living in the heart shaped mirror
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i've got bats of love for you sleeping upside down on the inside i've got fireflies for you clouding all around me i've got stacks of rocks for you climbing to the sky on the outside i'd like to be in moss with you closer than we'd normally stand now between my hands is the love of warm water and i am steeping like the little leaves inside climb up on the roofs of me and sit down on your knees near the skylight peer down through the glass and find out what's underneath me wild running wolves of us with glowing silver eyes stalk into hindsight they break down all the walls of me and send us fantastically tumbling down sometimes my chest looks just like a pair of pillars sometimes they buckle under all the weight inside the months all slip away from me like rain inside my hands splaying open i can buy myself the time i need but the price is never ending i'll glue down my eyelids, knit my arms across my body i'll fall backward in my Love for you and try to forget my fear somehow between my shoulders is a sweet collage of lovers thank you for helping me transform the bug inside i've got bats of love for you snoozing upside down on the inside and i've got fireflies for you clouding all around me....
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tangerines 06:02
we’ve got our socks on in the creek night is tumbling down the stream your mouth of light still whispers day still got your sunshine on the way you grow sweeter the more i see like eating peaches and tangerines dressed in flowers and leaves your heart’s a special place to be when morning comes, we’ll count the frogs birds, butterflies, angels, and dogs lay in your daylight until dark comes again thanks for the time to be your friend you grow louder the more i see like all the drums and tambourines shake the water glowing green your heart’s a special place to be we get wiser when we fall and our troubles make us feel small but there’s lots of room under this tree stay on the ground, share some fruits with me you grow sweeter the more i see like eating peaches and tangerines resting in the in-between your heart’s a special place to be
7.
threw myself into the feelings that i love putting paintbrush to the canvas and bending yarn scraps to the buzz disobey the standards pressed into my flesh no one was qualified to help me so i've learned to do my best don't want to think that this may not work out don't want to be left with empty pockets and my face jammed in the clouds don't want to think that this may not work out finding what i want means that i cant' just turn around sorry for the water that i waste during my depressive episodes want to explain the way i'm feeling, but i don't want to be left alone my words are mediocre and the twisting makes a nest but i'll remember who believes in me and just love all the rest don't want to think that this may not work out because i am rich as ever with my feet still on the ground banish the thought that this may not work out i am finding what i want and i am growing with the sound i'll pray that they'll forgive me and i'll forgive them back and i'll trust that it's okay to fall if you get back on track and from here i'll keep on singing, from here i'll show my art and i'll face the fears i pushed away and what i was afraid to start its time to believe that this will work out throw my pain into the ocean where all my fears will drown trusting you now that this will work out picking up inspiration from your lost and found
8.
stepdad 07:25
i'm marrying yr mom, i'm yr new stepdad I’m marrying yr mom, i’m yr new stepdad its alright if u don't want 2 call me dad its alright if u don’t want 2 call me dad i'll fire up the grill and i'll call u sport and i'll sit and watch the game in cargo shorts yr old enough to know that i bang yr mom but young enough i act like nothing's wrong i'm marrying yr mom, i'm yr new stepdad x2 its alright if u don't want 2 call me dad x2 yr mother knows i've never had a kid but i lie and tell her that i'm fine with it the truth is yr no fun to have around u go to school, play xbox on the couch i'm marrying yr mom, i'm yr new stepdad x2 its alright if u don't want 2 call me dad x2 i'm mowing the lawn, drinking beer & watching TV i'm loving yr mom, and she's in love with me i'm mowing the lawn, drinking beer & watching TV i'm loving yr mom, and she's in love with me i'm marrying yr mom x4 i'm marrying yr mom, i'm yr new stepdad x2 its alright if u don't want 2 call me dad x2 i'm mowing the lawn, drinking beer & watching TV i'm loving yr mom, and she's in love with me
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when you judge another be sure to ask yrself why do you see yr insecurities inside of yr friends eyes? does it hurt yrself to feel like you could be just like them? maybe you won't notice because you just won't let yourself in when you look around please notice we're all made of the same stuff and letting your emotions flow makes you soft and very tough so whether you spend your days crying or lost in meditation please find comfort in the knowing its all a divine orchestration if you're gone forever i'll really miss you if you're gone forever i will still think of you if you're gone forever i'll really miss you if you're gone forever i don't know what i'll do don't know what i'll do when you face the undesireable wrap your arms around yourself lift your feet out of the casket, kiss your pain until it helps if this strategy won't work for you, we'll help you keep on trying we can stretch our hands out far enough for you to float up, flying we could see ourselves as fragments, as slivers of the trees as the yarn inside the carpet, as the blood between my teeth but i'll expand my awareness, knowing i am all and nothing sitting on the clouds of heaven, being understood and trusting if you're gone forever, i'll understand you if you're gone forever, i'll be compassionate to you if you're gone forever, i'll really miss you if you're gone forever, i'll know just what to do i'll know just what to do i'll dissolve into glitter, i'll explode into a star i'll paint the talons of an eagle, i'll keep sleeping in the car i'll pull oxygen into muscles and life into my bones i'll keep yelling out my story into all these microphones the moral of the story is its all down to perspective comprehension of reality for each person is subjective there's no good and bad to judge upon and that's how the story ends we've got love, internal guidance, and we always have our friends

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Recorded with a cellphone on 1/11/19 at Helderberg Brewery

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released January 11, 2019

Catoe - Drummer/ Safety Director
Truly Nick - Bassist/ HR Administrator
Matty - Keyboardist/ IT Technician
Charlie - Singer/ Songwriter/ Ukulelist/ Artist

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